The silence you make when you want to make noise

You can' t lose everything if you don't have anything!

What a bitter sweet perfect statement. My life is dealing with some rather BIG upcoming changes.. and I don't really know how to embrace them.

It comes back too the question.. what do you do if the person you think is your one doesn't really care.. if you give up?? Do you push and push because in your heart you realize they are in fact your one? OR do you just let shit free and have them come back to you? There's the obvious old statement " if you love it let it free and if it loves you, it'll come back" But how true is that really?? We all know that love fades and we also all know that given the right time.. the right setting and the right amount of booze.. anyone and I mean ANYONE can connect with any one other person.. yeah that might not have longevity but.. that's enough in my eyes to show that it wasn't TRUE LOVE.. and if it's not true love.. well then what the fuck were you doin in the first place other than being animals???

People make mistakes.. lord knows I've made my share.. and I live by the fact it' s not that you make a mistake.. it' s how you come back from it! Well... what if the person you think is your one.. doesn't come back from it? Was she truly your one? Was she just blind and you didn't do enough to make her realize? Or is it all just random and you hope to snag someone who can deal with you for the rest of your life?

I come to the same conclusion and please.. correct me if I'm wrong.. but love is love.. and if it's true.. won't that come out eventually?? But how long do you wait before you just give up? And if it was true love.. would you have given up in the first place? Which isn't really a conclusion anyway.. it's just another question!

So what it comes down to really.. is that love is just another un-answered question.. like "where do we go when we die?" and "why did John Bonham die so early?" No one knows.. but the one thing I do know.. that if you have that feeling.. make sure the other person knows it.. life's to fucking short.. it might not last.. but why the fuck wouldn't you embrace such a feeling when it's around? If you love someone.. don't lose them.. because who knows.. you could stumble into a fumigated house and fall asleep at any given time (don't act like you haven't wondered).


Loves love.. hopefully it lasts but there's a good chance it won't.. and if it doesn't.. how do you move on other than to stay up till 6:14 in the morning drinking living in misery and realizing that you just let the one slip away? You don't.. you repeat said steps until life ends.

You can't lose everything if you don't have anything.

Howlin' too every single thing La Dipsute's made