I get older and they stay the same age....

Or at least I wish it was that way.. it seems more like I stay the same age and everyone around me get's older.

I realize im only 23, but im in no way shape or form where I thought i'd be at this age. My friends and family around me are getting older, gettin hitched, having kids and buying houses (in that order) And some might say.. im young at heart.. but I really don't think that's what it is. I'd like to believe it's a combo between still wanting to have pure un-touched fun and the fear of realizing that pure un-touched fun is slowly coming to a hault.

When I was growing up I was under the impression that it went from: school to work to wife to kids to retiring to death. And you'd just know when and what to do with these things when ya got there. Like I turn 18 and CLICK light goes on and I know how to do it. But sadly.. the click didn't ever really go off and I just started shooting from the hip on what to do. And here it is.. 5 years later and it still feels like im aiming with both eyes closed.

Here soon, big changes need to be made.. maybe something drastic.. maybe something as sublte as giving up swearing. Who knows? All I know is I don't know if I need to "grow up" per say but I do know that I need to get to the point where I can provide and be ready for whatever future lie in front of me. OR I can just move into my dads and work a part time job that pays just enough to pay for internet so I can beat off with tear lube. Either way im sure i'll still impress the ladies.


Currently bumpin': Frank Turner- Photosynthesis